I spent most of Valentines Day intoxicated and avoiding Facebook so I didn't have to see all the flowers and candy and love that others share. I have it, but did my best to keep it to myself. I say my best because I failed. Because, booze. After taking a shower the alcohol had set in enough to significantly slow my mind down helping to figure out what I want in life. All of everything poured over the walls in my head like the luke warm water was over my face.